Hi, all! FYI, I just added several new links to my site–check them out!
I realize that I have been quiet lately. I’ve been sick from health issues with irregular heartbeats and bad kidneys, tired and moody and neglecting my duties. Life isn’t easy. I admit that I have mental health issues, like many of us. I haven’t found any person or place willing to take me for treatment either, either because I have no money to pay or because of some idiotic reason, like because I don’t have a residence. So much for taking charity cases. I’ve been given just as dumb or even worse excuses for being denied housing too–such as my favorite, “its too far to move” (HELLO?! I am *HOMELESS*!).
I am so tired of living like this! With my health issues, mental and physical–it’s very hard to put up with everything. I try. I use the internet and friends like you and others to get me through. I get tired and irritated of having the same problems and little to no help. I will admit that some days I would love to end it all. But, thank God, I am afraid to. I respect non-believers, but for me, I do have religious faith and it honestly is keeping me alive when I feel that all else has failed. Faith keeps me going on. There is better yet to come. I need to believe that.