Don’t feel good today. My chest hurts and pulse is low, my stomach isn’t good all the way through. My kidneys aren’t working right. The food served at the overnight shelters is great, but it’s too much of a good thing for me. But I need to eat. It really doesn’t feel good to not be in charge of my own food. I have no money–I can’t go to the store and buy something “healthier” for me. I don’t have a Link card. I am so tired of living like this! Literally. It’s hard to stay awake sometimes because of my health issues. They can seriously put me to sleep. I am actually afraid to eat when I feel like this. Not just because of how it affects my stomach, but because eating can cause such bad palpitations and screw up my heart and I’ll have more chest pains. Headache isn’t too bad right at the moment. This isn’t the best type of life style to be sick. I’m lucky–it’s not severe this time. Only moderate at best. So long as I don’t eat anything high in protein/potassium/phosphorus/sodium/carbs for a few days.