I am human. Sure I think of sex! But I sure as heck don’t need to do it with just anyone just for the sake of doing it! I was approached again by someone about going to a motel. In this living situation as well as with my other problems, I don’t need that kind of relationship right now. There are other things to life that need my attention.
You don’t know the harrassment I get! Every day someone makes a comment and stares areas of my body. Can’t people stop trying to get me in to bed and undressing me with their eyes?!
I would love to have a normal relationship. It’s so hard for me, and especially living like this. How do I explain carrying my things with me? I can only use the excuse that I am going to do laundry tonight only so many times. I really wish I could meet the right person though. It will be easier when I have a home again. This is not the time or lifestyle for dating or to even have casual sex with just anyone.